Friday, 25 April 2008
...It just kind of worries me, cause even though im a bit mad with this sometimes, im really sensible, and i think, apart from a tiny percentage, people my age now that think their in love, and actually do at this moment love each other. Well, generally in life, its just the way it goes that you have a few little realationships, like the ones iv had, then you have a few serious ones, but after that, thats when you find the right person. So i think everyone around my age thats in a proper serious, in love with each other realtionship, a few years down the line from now, they'll have broken up, cause thats how it goes. Your in love, then you break up and your heart is broken, then a bit afer that, its after those handfull of realationships that you have in your life, then you find your soulmate. The first few people you go out with, generally arent the people/person you're with forever. Those, i dunno, maybe those are just to prepare you. And i know its not always the case, and some people do meet when their like 17 or whatever and end up getting married and having kids and being in love forever and end up holding hands in the nursing home when their 95. But that doesnt happen very often i dont think.Thats why i want my heartbreak now, my BIG proper realationship. Im 21, kind of wish it was over with so i could get on with it, instead of expecting it to happen. Then again, fuck me, i dunno, im a proper libra, i was just about to say i know i still am young, and iv most definately got time for all that, basically what it comes down to is, i feel at my age, it should have happened already.
sigh, i dunno. Hahah thats all i say i duno i dunno i dunno.Where is my amazingly hot boyfriend who i need to meet now. Maybe alex zane will come to the rescue sometime soon. Haha, yeah bianca. dont hold yer breath. Next blog will include ramblings about sam herlihy and how lovely he is. Byeeeee
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