Wednesday, 16 April 2008
Ooooh blog three. I havent told anybody iv made this yet, im quite liking keeping it just to myself, I mean i wouldnt be arsed if anyone i knew stumbled across it, but to be honest, how likely is that? Its wierd, this is turning out to be quite different from my actual physical, written-on-paper-with-a-fountain-pen diary. Although, i dunno, iv only wrote 2 entries before this, so i guess theres not enough stuff yet to qualify a similarity to anything. Woooo anyway. that doesnt make sense but so fuck. I wonder if we're allowed to say fuck on here.
"did you just say the F word?"
"Jew?"
dahahah.
Ok back back back to creating post.Its almost half 11, i dont know how long i'll stay here, on t'internet tonight, another couple of hours before i hit the sack probably. Anyway, iv decided that im just gonna keep this open for the duration of the night. I dont know why, i just thought, why not. Might as well. Document the evening haha. Oh dear. dont think its gonna be tOoo interesting, I dont know why/how iv put a capital O in the middle of that toooo word, but hell, im keeping it in. I think i sound posher in this little thing that i do normally, like im writing posher. I dunno. Shit, gottat stop saying "i dunno" Also, iv gotta stop "quoting things", i do it too much. Woot.
I think iv got a mild blogging form of OCD. For some reason i have to keep pressing the enter key so iv got loads of space underneath to write. Know what i mean? Its pretty pointless, i know i dont have to, but i dunno, maybe i just like seeing the space that will soon be taken up with this crap. Dont you just love the internet?Iv just stumbled upon some zebra print shoes on ebay, i never really gave them a thought before, but actually now iv seen a picture of em, their kind of cool. I love ebay, and i hate it at the same time.
Im watching an item, its a single from Hope of the states called Black dollar bills, (pretty much my favourite song ever) Its quite rare though, cause there was only 1000 made, and its not like a normal plaggy case, its hessian, and each one has part of it hand stitched and signed by one of the band members. They usually go for about 30 quid on ebay the few iv seen, no way can i afford that, at least not now. Im not normally arsed about all this hard to find rare band stuff. But that is something i would really love to have, I need to get a job and fund it hehe. I was buzzin when i came across it on ebay today, cause it only had one bid, it was at like 2 quid or something, and it only had 2 or 3 days left. So i put it in my watch list, and when iv came back to it tonight thers like 5 bids. Its still going quite cheap, but no doubt it'll get quit high by the time its done. I dont really mind though i dont suppose. Its really nice to know theres other people that want it, that people still appreciate (i need to learn to spell) Hots.
Ok so i cant spell. Haha, you know what though, when i was a kid, i used to read loads, and my spelling was always dead good, like in tests and that i always got good marks, and i never really had any trouble spelling stuff. Since iv got older though, im noticing theres words i should be able to spell but, dunno, just cant, like appreciate. Is that right? Pfff. I guess the key is to read more books really, and its not like i havent got the time, i dunno, im gonna have to get round to it. The library is practically on my doorstep, soooo.
Ahhh what now. Nuffin. Im happily listening to the arcade fire, i love them so much, its wierd to think their still relatively new, i guess they sound so fully formed. I like just talking away to myself on here, sometimes on myspaz i feel like writing this kind of stuff, but i kind of get put off it, cause i dont just wanna sound like a cool name dropper. I know it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks of you blah blah blah. But yeah. This is good. I really wanna keep rambling about AF, but i cant really be bothered, theres too much i could just go on and on about, but i know i'd get sick of it halfway through, and no doubt i'd forget half the stuff. So i'll shut up about that.
Oh. Im bored now. Not that i havent been bored all the way through this like. i wish summer was here already. Then again, i'll be gutted if its rubbish, like it has been the last two years heh. I just get so annoyed, cause english weather is so so shit the rest of the yeah, i think we deserve just a couple of months of the year where its nice. It does your head in when its gash all the time, over and over.
I know im dead cold hearted about loads of stuff, (like the women who stay with the husbands that beat them, etc) But i also think SAD is complete bollocks too. The only reason the weather could make you actually clinically depressed, is if everytime there was a storm you got struck by lightening. That probably would make you wanna top yourself. I had the most amazing day the other week, iv already wrote about it in my myspaz blog so im not gonna bother writing it out again, but basically me and paul got the bus upto newcastle, just spontaneously, on like 2 hours notice, cause all her housemates bar 1 had gone home and she had the house to herself so we just went up and stayed in drinking. But the next day we got up relatively early, and just spent the whole day mooching around newcastle, and nothing specifically amazing happened, but it was just the whole bundle. We went to the Baltic, I think there was a boy following me around the gift shop haha. Anyhoo It was just gorgeously sunny the whooooole day, and for the first time in i dont even remeber how long, i got to walk around in a mere jeans and t-shirt. Maybe im contradicting myself, i think i am actually hmm. Anyway, the weather just made everything so perfect, the day would probably have been gash if it had rained and been cold all day. But that said, even if it HAD been like that, i would still have been my normal happy as ever self, the sunnyness just pushed my good mood overboard. Im not sure where im going anymore with this, i dunno if iv contradicted myself or not, erm, basically to sum that up, SAD is a load of bollocks, and people should just stop feeling fucking sorry for themselves, accept they live in endland where it rains 200 days of the year or whatever it is, and fucking get a grip, everyone else in the country has.
Oook, im over that haha. What else can i ramble aboot.
Ehhhh i think my keep-this-open-till-i-go-idea has run its course, im getting bored now ha. Im going to dissapear and make a private blog. oooh!x
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