Tuesday 29 June 2010

Deep shiz

And probably other things that I can't think of for a title right now.
Bloggy bloggy.

I was walking along the street today, and for some reason I started thinking about the universe. I didn't happen upon any revelations. Just the same one that always strikes me, and then terrifies me.
I thought, as I usually do when thinking about the universe, how much it makes it makes my brain crash completely at the thought of nothingness. I mean, if there was no life, no space, no planets, nowt. What would be here? Is there really such thing as nothing? Haha arghgh. I find it proper mental (sorry I cant think of a more eloquent way of putting it!) that we're even here at all. Weather its god or science, though, we are. Somehow. Mad. I guess in conclusion, the thought that I'm, we're, here at all, I cannot compute. Scary scary. And now I'm gonna throw all this into the back of my brain for another few months when the whole thing will repeat its self. And just to throw it in there, I don't believe in god, or any religion and I'm sorry to say that I think the whole sorry lot is a fucking load of bollocks. This sums it up pretty nicely I think -





Anyway. It's been a while since it made an appearance, but let me introduce you to my fringe.
For no real reason I've not had it out for a while, ages actually really. Not sure why, guess I just got used to sweeping it to the side all those years, and I like having a side slick of hair. But I remembered how much I wanted a fringe before I got it put back in, and thought I should probably make use of it again. I like (usually) how I can have it at the moment, like I can have it at the side and you cant tell that under there is a real fringe, and I like being able to whop it out whenever I fancy a fringe day. I've become really good at cutting it very straight. But seeing as I've had it hidden for so long, like a month, its became really long and straggly, and somehow longer at one side and quite wonky. I was gonna cut it last night when I realised how messy it had gotten, but then I thought actually I quite like having it so long, a long fringe is quite nice, even if it makes me feel like the Dulux dog. I don't think I can handle it for too long cause it does itch your eyes somewhat. And I definitely need to make it at least even. But yeah, for now, messy fringe is go!





I realised today, after not ticking off the days on my calendar for about 4 days, how close it is to the end of the month. June has gone far too fast for my liking. I always considered June and July to be the two sunny months. And the first one has gone fast. But I suppose you could say that for this year in general.
I bought my first bikini the other day as well. How in the hell have I managed to get to 23 and never had a bikini before? (probably the same reason I've managed to get to 23 and never had a game of spin the bottle, I feel like part of my life is incomplete due to my lack of bottle spinning games!)Its just inexplicable. Of course I had them as a kid, but that's different. I guess its through never having had a holiday since I was about 9, and never having gone swimming since I was in primary school. Bit of a disgrace really. But my auntie was on about going swimming last week, so maybe I can take that up soon. Having a bit of a dilemma as to swimming pool fashion etiquette though. Do girls wear bikini's at public pools? If anyone knows, let me know please. Though to be honest, when I was buying the 'kini I was only really thinking of its uses in regards to beach trips and sun bathing in my yard (detatchable straps, no tan lines for me). So I guess it'll at least do for those things. I need to get some new bottoms as well, cause for some reason even though they came as a set, and they're properly labeled, the bottoms are far too big for me, and I don't wanna have a Mr Bean swimming pool moment thankyouverymuch. I'm not complaining though, they were a Primark special, I thought they were only gonna be a fiver, but when I got to the till she charged me three pounds, bonusss.

I am a sucker for anything heart shaped. Especially in relation to clothes and fashion, but in life in general too.

well I think that about covers it, I cant think of anything else to add, except these two snippets. I watched some Glasto on Tv this year. Micheal Eavis is just the cutest thing I've ever seen, he's even cuter than kittens. I just wanna give him a massive hug. I'm a bit in love with him, in a completely non sexual way I hasten to add, because that would be too wierd even for me. Maybe its cause he looks like a gnome, but that can't be it cause gnomes are quite creepy. I still wanna squeeze him though. My heart nearly melted when he started singing happy birthday with the wondermeister. Aww!





Speaking of the wondermeister, how incredible was Stevie Wonder? Proper immense, I never thought he'd be quite so mint, even though he is a legend and all that. What a guy though, what an amazing performance.

Yaa anyway. blog complete. Over and out.

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